Merry Christmas!

Thank God for today that because of today
hope through the birth of Christ Jesus our saviour that
we can have a tomorrow.


Was reminded of a really secondary school song

Still By Hillsong



It just struck me suddenly as the lyrics began to flood my mind.

" Find rest my soul in Christ alone.."

I think sometimes I get to caught up in my circumstances my emotions,
often forgetting the need to remain still, and wait upon the Lord
for rest.


I am really thinking of joining worship, but somehow or rather
there is still that fear inside of me that I lose the real heart
of worship. I really need to ask God on this.

But!
God has been doing great things in my life and I thank him
I still have my flaws but I know I am work in progress.




Christmas is often has this fuzzy feeling to it
I guess its time of the year where time just starts to slow down
working adults start to take a break by clearing leave,
students take a break from school, the world feels like
it is in a sudden standstill.

In a few hours, it would a year from the time
I rededicated my life back to jesus. Its time for me to
reflect a lot on myself, on this year. And as I do so
certain memories just come, certain people and certain feelings
attached to these people are just rekindled.

but it does feel great, to look back at oneself, and free to say
Thats how I was in the past, those were the feelings, the hurts
and they are all in the past. And knowing that the past won't hold back
the future for the future is yet to come.

There is the freedom in the Name of Jesus
and I am just begining to experience the fullness of this
freedom.