I was reading this book,
when it suddenly mentioned about having a true and personal
relationship with Jesus, and not just having a cognitive knowledge of Jesus.

And this struck me, when was the last time I knew what Jesus wanted, what Jesus
was feeling, when was the last time I partnered with Jesus.

that moment
I felt like crying.


Lord, I want to really know you in a true and personal way, I want to know
what you think of me, and what you want of me.